happiness is those who sing with you...

i've been thinking a lot about my life lately and how i feel truly and utterly satisfied and at peace about where i am right now. i am not in the best of financial situations, but i feel very secure that God will provide what i need when i need it, even if that is providing me with peace about things that i can't control.

i've been dealing with a very stressful and emotional rollercoaster lately regarding a possible trip to korea to see Samuel. there are so many complications to this situation. the other day, i found my stomach literally churning at the stress of what i faced. but it's been amazing to see how my friends and community have really shown their support, each in their own way, in helping me navigate through it all. it still feels a little stressful and frustrating, but i'm moving towards finding peace and the ability to fully surrender the future to God...